Here are the lyrics to my new album, Roads And Bridges, as well as the credits:
CREDITS
All songs written by James Kamp, except
The Apple Of My Eye written by James Kamp and Kevin Dolan, and
There Will Be Time written by James Kamp and John Dzubay
Copyright and published 2019 by James Kamp
Musicians:
James Kamp: vocals, acoustic guitar, harmonica, piano on tracks 1 and 10,
dobro on track 5
Kevin Dolan: piano, organ, bass, drums, acoustic and elecric guitars,
banjo, backing vocals
Paul Rene McIntire: violin
Paul Koptak: dobro
Photos: Jack Warden and James Kamp
Graphic Design: Margi Christopher and Mary Costley
Produced, Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by Kevin Dolan at
Shake Rag Recording, Mars Hill, NC
Special Thanks for Help and Support to Helen Charbonneau,
Will Hamilton, and Nancy Warden
For Kathy Kiser and Phillip Anderson
LYRICS for Roads And Bridges
THE REPLY
Hey, hello, how are you? I hope you're doin' well
Maggie's in the kitchen. She's raisin' a little hell
Sittin' here beside her, tryin' not to yell
I think I feel spring comin' on, but you know it's hard to tell
Sunlight's at the window. Kitty's at the door
Howlin' like this wooden house can't hold her anymore
I peel a page off of the calendar, read the message for today
When the ground beneath your tired legs starts givin' way
Don't forget to look up
Sally's doin' fine, you know she started work again
You know she couldn't wait to see the fall semester end
And ma came home last Friday. I guess you heard she fell
And broke her hip three weeks ago while goin' for the mail
I hear it's cold out where you're livin'. I hear it's hard to get along
Some days I wish that Santa Anna breeze'd blow you home
When you're runnin' with the big boys, when you're runnin' overtime
When you're sittin' at the table, when you're signin' on the line
Don't forget to look up
It's good to hear you're happy, but I'm not exactly glad
To know the kind of things you've done, the kind of fun you've had
Maybe it's not my business, but then who's is it anyway?
So I guess I'm gonna come right out with what I gotta say
It's good you're makin' progress. It's good you're gettin' by
But the things you seem to care about just don't seem right
Are you worryin' about the future? Are you lyin' about the past?
When the room starts spinnin', and it moves too fast
Don't forget to look up
Sorry if I'm comin' off soundin' harsh and hard to hear
I know it's a cliche to say, but it's just because I care
Maybe I'm from another time, someone you used to know
Maybe I'm naive and blind, but I don't think so
Is there nothin' I can do? Is there nothin' I can say
To make you wanna change your mind and turn around
And come back home?
If you've had too many high times. If you think you've had enough
If your horse starts buckin', and the ride gets rough
We're still here
I still see you as a child. I still see you in the yard
I still see you with a broken heart, but never growin' hard
Don't forget
SPIN AROUND
When you wish upon a star, do you still close your eyes
And wonder how far I am out here tonight?
The lights are all out, The doors are shut up tight
And comin' through the trees, one perfect light
Do you still wish, and stand out in your field
And spin around?
And when you sit out on your porch on a cool May evenin'
Do you ever think of the things we said before my leavin'
And listen to your windchimes play as the cars go rollin' past?
What was it you'd say, "Ah, but can it last?"
Do you still remember the way it used to feel
When I'd hold you in my arms and spin around?
Or has someone come and taken you far across the sea
Where eagles fly on summer nights far away from me?
If that's the case, I won't bother. I won't hold my hopes up
You don't have to say why the eagle flies
On a summer night away
And when you lie in bed at night, what do you dream?
A better, sweeter time? More color, not so mean?
Are there friends and a warm fire? A Christmas tree?
Loving, tender looks? Forgiveness and peace?
Do you still dream someone'll come and take your hand
And look you in the eyes, be strong and hold on tight
And spin around?
LONESOME HERE TONIGHT
She came down to tell me that things were not the way they'd seemed
She had to let me know this life was not the one I'd dreamed
Sad things that happen to someone else, but not to us
We thought we'd built our walls up high and strong and hard enough
The kingdom of happiness we'd built on solid ground
Was that day torn and fell, just like those buildings crashin' down
And everything we'd only seen and thought were far away
Came home to right here, where they always had been anyway
But maybe nothin's wrong, no need to get upset
It's just another song, another tune to soon forget
Maybe what I'm feelin' isn't real and isn't right
Maybe I'm just lonesome here tonight
I turned on the TV, so I could see what's goin' on
People runnin' underneath a disappearin' sun
Somethin' told me, "Turn it off!"
But somethin' deeper told me, "Don't!"
And from that day I can't help seein' pain in every human bone
Some people shoutin' cause some others don't believe
And some people dyin' cause they can't get even what they need
And the so-called leaders say, "Don't worry. Get some rest"
How can any soul have any chance here under all of this?
But maybe nothin's wrong. No, don't adjust the set
Don't think about it long, or say something you might regret
Maybe I'm just too long in the shadows of the light
Maybe I'm just lonesome here tonight
Tumblin' Down
I'm standin' on the shoreline throwin' stones into the lake
Watchin' while they disappear, and wondrin' what's it take?
Another sleepless night alone, again I spent away
From family, friends, and happy home beggin' me to stay
But the walls came tumblin' down
Seventeen years old and back as far as I could tell
All I'd seem to hear was "Be a man, and be it well!
Take the things you need, and stand up tall and say it proud
And keep the things you feel inside, and fear is not allowed"
But the walls came tumblin' down
Cascadin' waterfalls stir up spray as I walk on
Along the ancient riverbed. Takes the pain from out my head
I sleep beneath a willow tree I've known since I could barely see
The sky when she was blue and free
Which way will it end? How will it go when that day comes?
Will I stand alone to face my fate, or will I run?
Will my sons and fathers stand beside me in the end?
Will the storm clouds open? Will heaven take me in
When the walls come tumblin' down?
THE APPLE OF MY EYE
Fresh as the mornin' you came our way
A twinkle of stardust in your eyes
A simple smile to say "It's all OK"
Not knowing pain or even pride
You are the one who came from our hometown
You are a castle in the sky
You are the one who made it all come down
You are the apple of my eye
Runnin' the bases, cheers all around
Roundin' third and headin' home
Hearin' you laughin' from three doors down
Walkin' with Billy home
And what if we hadn't had the chance?
Wouldn't our lives have been less grand?
Lookin' back, the time of our lives
How funny we didn't know?
And it's been twelve or thirteen years gone by
Since the complications that made us cry
SING ME A SONG
Well I went to a place where the old timers go
I walked down some stairs, and I knocked on a door
I saw men sittin' 'round chairs on the floor
They were all holdin' guitars and banjos and fiddles, and so
I said, "Sing me a song that you learned so long ago
Before all of these changes, I'm sure you could tell me you saw
When the wind still could whistle, and walkin' down windy dirt roads
Till the sound of mom's dinner bell over the whippoorwill's call"
Well then slowly heads turned; and these men, I could tell in their eyes
That this thing I was askin' was somethin' laid buried inside
That the folks with these faces, though smilin', were sadly resigned
That the things that were lost now were lost, and this fool to remind
Well the next fella called out a slow country waltztime in C
And the others called ballads and tunes, till it came 'round to me
I said, "Gentlemen, there's just one thing that my heart and soul need
And though right now I'm younger and thinner and dumber
I think you all need it the same
It's a song that shoots straight past your mind to the real thing you are
It's a tune that makes mothers grab babies and dance in the yard
When the fiddles glide skyward to soar on the wings of guitar
Now let's count it, my brothers! Come with me. One, two, three, four"
And we sang us a song that we swoar we'd learned long ago
Before all of these changes took heaven and brought it down low
When the wind still could whistle, and walkin' down windy dirt roads
Till the sound of mom's dinner bell over the whippoorwill's call
THE ICE AND THE SNOW
There was a tall snow-covered hill
We used to go to at night
And dance and sing, and everything
That you could see in the moonlight
We ran through the trees blowin' in the breeze
Ran through the ice and the snow
Runnin' where th sun told us where to run
Runnin' where the wild winds blow
The Georgia pines, bodies entwined
Beneath the canopy we'd lie
When all I knew was all of you
And all the earth and all the sky
We ran through the leaves fallin' from the trees
Fallin' where the sun barely goes
Out across the sea where summer used to be
Runnin' through the ice and the snow
We stopped and stood, stock still and good
Just like the rest of the world had done
And then a hawk, slow circlin' down
It's shadow drawn across your coat
Into your eyes and into your smile
Into your arms I did run
The words we spoke I do not know
But what we shared is not undone
We ran through the fields, warm against the wheels
Of a cold hard machine that couldn't hold
It coughed and fell away. We just smiled and waved
Runnin' through the ice and the snow
And then one day you went away
I could not go where you had to go
I cried awhile. But one day I smiled
The sunlight glistenin' on the snow
Oh-oh...
DON'T YOU WANNA RUN?
When you don't know what you got
But you know it ain't right
You wanna take that train
And ride it all night
When the moon up above
And everything else
Seems to tell you there's got to be
Better than this
Don't you wanna run?
Don't you wanna run?
When it's money that's king
And nobody cares
You come home from your job
And there's nobody there
And you know you remember
When love was alive
Why'd you leave that time
And the time before that?
Don't you wanna run?
Don't you wanna run?
With the sneaking suspicion that all your best
Has just been left behind
That the dream that kept your head above the rest
Was all a pack of lies
And all your well-loved independentness
Has gone and left you dry
And everything you thought you didn't need
You need
So you pack up your changes
And you throw 'em away
You'll be travellin' light now
And you know you can't wait
All the glory you felt
When your heart and body were young
Is there still enough time
If you can get up and run?
But where you gonna run?
A ROSE BY HER NAME
Oh, if I said "I love you"
Would you choke on your reply?
Would dark clouds gather 'round you
Make you wanna run and hide?
But these things happen oh so easy
Seems they happen all the time
Familiarity breeds love sometimes
And can I help it you're so fine?
Oh, if I said "I love you"
Would you turn and say "Goodbye"?
Would the way you feel about me
Really change in the wink of an eye?
I do not think love is the problem
But maybe lovers, they have been
Or are you just too scared to step up to the plate
And take a lover as a friend
Oh, if you do not love me
You won't be the first. You won't be the last
I know it might make you feel unsteady
But don't you run away so fast
'Cause I won't push or try to win you
But I refuse to feel ashamed
For being one who stands to live and love again
And call a rose out by her name
ROADS AND BRIDGES
So there were not so many roads
And turns, and ways to get lost
You were there with each step I took
And saw that I never got hurt
And so I wish I could tell you so
And stop all the hurt you feel
The leaves are fallin' again
On eaves and beat up old sidewalks
So small. They used to be so tall
And kids playin' football in the yard
And runnin' home when we'd hear your call
Runnin' home
What's a boy to do?
He's lonely just like you
Now your eyes are dry
But soon again they'll cry
The man who gave up his roads
For you, and for the rest of us, too
Took my hand, and showed me a road
Is a wreck without a bridge to connect
So I hope that I can build one to you
'Cause that's all I can think to do
THERE WILL BE TIME
I was out on my own
Another lost soul on the road
Far away, all alone
All night long
There will be time in the mornin'
When you open your eyes
I will be there
There will be time in the mornin'
When you open your eyes
I will be there
There's a light come to me
Another last chance to believe
Had my life tossed on the waves
Of love's shining sea
There will be time in the mornin'
When you open your eyes
I will be there
There will be time in the mornin'
When you open your eyes
I will be there
There to wake up, look you in the eyes
Probably smile, not say "Goodbye"
Just be with you, never wonder why
I say these things to you
There will be time...
Now I'm lost in your touch
A thing I thought never would come
But our lives have to go on
And time is never enough
There will be time...
YOUNG LEAVES
Wakin' up Sunday mornin's just like rain
I wanna run to the city, and run back home again
In the middle of a thunderstorm I called her name
She didn't wanna hear, but that was all the same
I wanna be, be like young leaves
Dancin' in the wind, but holdin' to a tree
I wanna be, be like young leaves
Dancin' in the wind, but holdin' to a tree
Out on some sturdy branch is where I'll be found
High above the busy creatures on the ground
Listenin' to birdsong and dreamin' about the sky
Wonderin' if maybe these veins fill wings to fly
I wanna be...
And when I finally get there
There'll be room enough to share
All my buddies will be there
All around me everywhere
And when we make our evenin' beds
There'll be time enough ahead
And when we finally let go
We'll be laughin', don't you know
On this bright early spring mornin', I woke up new
Green grass and birds and the smell of life
And nothin' much to do
Everything alive and sparklin', and just like me
The wind rustlin' through these branches remindin' me
That right now I am just a young leaf
Dancin' in the wind, but holdin' to a tree
Yeah, right now I am just a young leaf
Dancin' in the wind, but holdin' to a tree
And someday I'll be crinkled and brown
Floatin' through the air and landin' on the ground
Yeah, someday I'll be crinkled and brown
Floatin' through the air and landin' on the ground
Maybe children will play all around me
And I'll look up and see new leaves on the tree